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| sugar, were going down swinging... |
[12 Jul 2005|12:06pm] |
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so i havent updated this thing in what seems like forever. such a busy summer. working allllll the time. but the money is much appreciated!! and its fun with the wangstas. i was supposed to go to warped tour in cleveland on the 21st but i forgot it was kate's surgery. of course. i was at the pool with nicholas on sunday and i am absolutely in love with that kid. *he's 3* he is so funny and i just love him to pieces. when we were all leaving, he couldnt stop crying and he wouldnt let me go. i was seriously SOOO close to crying along with him. he looked so sad!! ahhhh. hmm drama at woody is never ending, currently it's deadly guard umbrellas and the kelly-amanda fued. its fricken crazy. last night was the stoneleigh swim meet, we won by 3 relays...kind of scary since stoneleigh isnt all that good. but they got better, i hope. then we went out to wing night and we saw some campus peoples. and we swim them on wednesday, gonna be intense. they invited us out to glory days after the meet. should be a good time. ummmmm im going to the beach on the 31st til the 6th and then it's colleen's graduation party on the 7th! yay. i dont know what else to say, there has been some crazy stuff going on but nothing i would ever write in here..sooo...on that note, goodbye! <333
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| here's to the night we felt alive, here's to the tears you knew you cried... |
[23 May 2005|11:10pm] |
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PROM= AMAZING. it was so much fun!! i cant believe that it happened already though! thats crazy!
Today me, ria, tiff and christine went out to breakfast and alex was there!! we went to IHOP and me and alex used to go to IHOP and this old man came up to us, gave us $20 to put towards our bill and was like "i love ya guys" and blew a kiss. It was a message from Alex, I swear to god! you guys can think im crazy but..i dont care!! AND the horse that won the preakness was named Afleet ALEX. AND Marie had a dream, that Alex was at her car window and Marie was like "omg i miss you so much" and alex was like "i miss you too" and marie was like "are you happy?" and alex said "yeah, im really happy" OMG. It makes me happy see all this kind of stuff just to know shes ok but it makes me miss her so much even more!!!! prom came n i thought of them a lot but graduation is going to be even harder...
blah. i dont feel like writing anything else.
TOMORROW=LAST DAY!! crrrrrrraaaaaazzzzy shit!!
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[15 May 2005|09:53pm] |
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I LOVE LIVING IN MARYLAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"you stalkin me now?"
"yesssss, yes i am" *laughing hysterically*
GREAT weekend.
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| Heaven sent.. |
[15 May 2005|12:15am] |
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today was one of the best days of my life <3 (October 8th was the other best day)
..it was sad cause there was so much on my mind...
..but someone absolutely amazing and sweet made it all worth it and ill never forget it. <333333 .::sigh::.
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[11 May 2005|09:40pm] |
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3 DAYS TIL BENJAMIN AND THE BIGGEST CONCERT ON THE FUCKING EAST COAST!!!! SOOOOO EXCITED!!!!!
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| tell me what you thought about when you were gone... |
[21 Feb 2005|11:44pm] |
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^me and kenny from the starting line!! w00t! yeah I am looking quite rough in this pic but it's all good. lol. he's a fun kid!!
By the way, the concert was AMAZING. <3333
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[22 Jan 2005|03:27pm] |
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HFS IS BACK BITCHES. SUCKS FOR 98 ROCK BECAUSE...WELL THE SUCKED BEFORE, THEY SUCK NOW AND THEY WILL ALWAYS SUCK AND YEAH..SHITFACES, HFS IS BACK.
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| HFStival is the shit. <3333 |
[20 Jan 2005|09:40pm] |
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 <~ ok, i dont know why it turned out so small, but it did. Buuuut, its Section 420. That's all the stoners that sit up there ALL day and just get completely stoned. its funny. good times. so had to take a pic.
 <~ this is Joely @ HFStival 2004...look at this boxers! oww oww and you can see a little bit of his tummy! lol
 <~ Joely again...
 <~ GC's sign before they came ooon! yaaay! lol
 <~ billy! yay!
 <~ AHHH a GREAT pic of Benji!! I'll have to scan it the normal size because it is HOT. hhaha
 <~ billy!@ HFStival 2002. these are bigger, so its better! lol
 <~Billy and Joel! w00t!
 <~ Benjaboo in 2002! woo! I rhyme too much. lol
 <~ the crowd. I <3 my crowd pics. they are the best. because well..its funny to see all the people.
 <~Benji and Pauly HFStival 2001.
 <~ Joel on the crowd! 2001.
 <~ Benji being attacked by midgets..fricken hilarious. hahahahaha.
 <~ more of the crowd because its funny.
 <~ Benji playing his guitar and showing off...which is HOT. hehe.
 <~ CONE! this picture is STRICTLY for emily mahovlic!! hehe! here you go my love!! i hope you like it! i love the look on his face hahahaa.
 <~ Sum41 being..cool!!
 <~ Sum41...having some troubles. hahaha.
 <~ AFI! wooo!
 <~ Davey from AFI!
 <~ yellowcard!!
well those are all im posting for now! enjoy my memories!! so they can be yours too!! hahaha. wow im retarded! ok, yes! enjoy! <3 you all!
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[17 Jan 2005|03:41am] |
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^christine, maria, and meee.
^"I GOT YOU" hahahaha. yes, christine..i got you too!
^we tell maria to do something for the camera and she does this...hahahaha. wow.
^ "I WON!"
^ *tear*....
^ ALL OF MY BOYS..JOELY, BENJI, BILLY, CHRIS, PAUL..VIRGIN!!!!
^I am seriously going to cry...
^*huff*....
^An HFStival shirt...i forget which year that is..2002. could be wrong but pretty sure. look at GC right above the word Washington...hmm NFG, Sum 41..that was a good year. lol
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| Tonight, Tonight..it's on tonight... |
[13 Jan 2005|04:23pm] |
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Wow. So. HFS. It's still gone. I was hoping maybe I was dreaming yesterday or something. *huff* I seriously dont know what the hell im gonna do. I guess if I want to listen to the radio, i'll have to listen to DC 101, def not 98 rock because it fucking sucks. and i hate them. Last night they had a "HFS is Dead" party and all this shit. UM EXCUSE ME THAT U GUYS FUCKING SUCK SO NO ONE LISTENS TO YOU AND NOW U THINK PEOPLE WILL CAUSE HFS IS GONE..BUT NO..YOU STILL FUCKING SUCK. ANNNND. Their website said earlier today "Aodios HFS! We are still goin strong after 22 years..." OK AND HFS HAS BEEN ON FOR 40..SO YOU MOTHER FUCKER, ILL SEE WHERE YOU ARE IN 20 DAMN YEARS. Eww they are SO rude and SO gay!!! I feel so bad for all the DJ's..they found out an hour before it got cut off!!! Could you imagine that?! My poor Virgin!! <3333 At least DC 101 has been really cool about it..DC 101 and HFS have been rivals forever now but they got along..but..their website has a special dedication to it..its this...
DC101 would like to thank the staff and disc jockeys of WHFS for over 20 years of alternative rock that made them legendary. "We know a lot of you grew up with WHFS and will miss it -- over the next few days we'll continue to pay tribute to one of DC's heritage radio stations that, sadly, now is gone.
So yeah. Thank god there is some mature people in this world. unlike queer as people. It';s just so said. It's in about every damn newspaper and everything. You would have thought the world has ended. But it feels like it has. The petition is up to 10,011..and thats only one of them. for some reason 3 were made, i guess because they didnt know other people made one. and each of them has 10,000 something..which means its really 30,000. It's amazing how much everyone loves them. <3 thanks rachie for signing! well i did it for her cause it wasnt working. hahah.
So last night was the FEA induction ceremony. that was goodtimes. My mom kept yelling at me cause I was chewing my gum and I couldnt stop laughing while we were doing the FEA pledge thing. I forget why I was even laughing but whoa man, I couldnt stop. They are so ANTI Colleen squared! because we WERE next to each other cause McDonnell, McGaunn..yea! but no, she was on the end of the row infront of me and then I was the next one. THEN when our names get called, we go up, light the candle and go in the line. Well I was walking over to the line, to go behind colleen and they told me to start a line on the other side!! i was like NOOOO! what the hell. But it was cool, i guess. I thought I was going to burn myself with the damn candle we had to hold. Then we had a reception in the library afterwards. That was ok. Took lots of pictures. All that fun stuff. Exams started today. I had my CIP final and the 1st part of english midterm. Both of them were ok i guess. Ok, im gonna go finish my HW so its done by the time The OC comes on!! byyyye!!
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| The world has come to an end... |
[12 Jan 2005|08:57pm] |
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R.I.P HFS. I LOVE YOU. TIM VIRGIN WILL ALWAYS BE MY #1 DJ AND MY HERO. FOREVER. YOU CAN TAKE AWAY THE STATION, BUT YOU CANT TAKE AWAY THE LOVE.
I cannot believe that HFS is gone. wtf. I get in my car today after school, which had must have been when it 1st happened cause they said it happened at noon. This is seriously like the saddest day EVER. Everyone I have talked to has completely flipped out. When I got into my car and naturally, HFS was on my radio, it was some weird music. So I thought it was a commerical, so then I go back a few minutes later..same damn commerical..then I go again, and its STILL this shitfuck music. and then..it occured. HFS is gone. I dont know what happened yet, I think it's too early to tell but all I know is that life has no meaning at all anymore. If you dont live in the MD/DC area, you may think..what the hell? its just a radio station. NO, IT IS NOT. It is fucking HFS. This means..NO MORE HFSTIVALS..NO MORE NUTCRACKERS..NO MORE GC ON THE RADIO!! (only people who really play them)...NO MORE TIM VIRGIN...NO MORE JUNKIES, I just...I dont know what to do with myself!!! It is SOO upsetting. It is the topic of conversation for EVERYONE right now. I am waiting for maybe a...January Fools?! Ahhh..this is a NIGHTMARE.
awww. I bet Good Charlotte...Benji and Joel especially is upset when they hear this news!! They would be NOTHING without HFS. Well..it was better when only us HFS listeners knew who they were but thats another story!! Like Benji said "HFS was the 1st station to ever play our music, and we owe them everything..so..HFS, we love you..." *huff* I was seriously almost at the point of tears. This is NOT happening...
...If you never got a chance to go to HFStival, I am so sorry. Because, you missed a chance of a lifetime.
Moment of Silence for the beloved HFS....*silence*................
<3 R.I.P
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[12 Jan 2005|12:18am] |
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Tonight sucks. I had so much homework and all I wanted to do was sleep and get to bed early but no, its 12:30 and I'm STILL not in bed. christ. AND today Katie's Dad's nurse was coming to their house to talk to them and stuff and she just told me that the nurse said her dad only has a couple of weeks left. I dont even know what to do. I cant even imagine losing my dad. We all know that it was going to happen sooner or later, but at least we thought a few months and now it just keeps getting closer and closer. I know that all she needs right now is all of us so thats what I'm doing. I am just there for you. I guess thats all I really can do. God. It just sucks so bad to have a friend go through something like that. *huff* AAAND. Rachie is upset because Lyy is leaving. Man! I cant take all of this! But i <3 all of them, so ill ALWAYS be here for them both. well all three..katie, rach, and lyy. I'd love to stay and relieve my stress but i really need to sleep. good night everyone. <33333
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| The love we make is give and it's take.... |
[10 Jan 2005|11:14pm] |
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Hey Kids. How it be goin?! It is going grrrreat here! Awww! Rachie just sent me a video of Emily's solo from VC and she sounded so beautiful!! brought tears to the eyes!! I will go to one of their performances. i swear. i WILL make it to one if it kills me. lol. So yes. Tonight, it was a WANGSTA night. Ohh how I <3 my wangstas! I miss them SO much. We get together every once and a while but i miss seeing them everyday like in the summer!! I picked up Bang Bang aka Mary!! and we rocked out to Spice Girls on the way there. Very pimp. Then we get there and only Shawn and Wsam are there, and then Megan gets there, and then Lauren. So we went in and BRANDI was working yay! LOVE that girl! so funny. Wang, Katelynn and Jessie came a little after us! Then later Kelly, her boyfriend, Jonathon and friend Jimmy showed up and AMANDA LYNN!! and then Demian and Amy came later. So, we took a poll, and said whoever is coming back to Woody, raise your hand, and...everyone raised their hand! yay! If Bridget comes back, me and Wang said that we will make it HELL for her and she will wish she never came back. muahaha. I hate her. But yeah. It's just so hard to say goodbye to Woody and I knew I wouldnt be so soon. But yeah, it was awesome to have everyone together again! We really are like a family! Couldnt love any of them more! <333 WANGSTAS FO LYFE, BITCHES!!! Then me and Mary got a little lost coming home, now who the hell gets lost in a place they have lived their own life? yeah, only me. lol. We had to SPEED home so we could both make it home in time for well 1, for Mary to pee so she didnt pee in my car, and 2, so we wouldnt miss our lifetime movie!! Which by the way was incredibly sad. But kind of weird at the same time but arent all lifetime movies!?
We got to pick up our graduation announcements today @ lunch. When I was read them, I got chills because it's just..insane to think about. I will try to scan it on take a pic with my digi if i find it. eek. But I'll just tell ya what it says. On the front it says "Class of 2005" all pretty like, and then in the corner it has the Perry Hall shield and it says Perry Hall HS in a little banner thing. and then in the inside it says "In growing, we have shared. In learning, we have found friendship. In pride, Perry Hall High School Seniors announce Their Commencement Exercises to be held on Friday evening, June third, 2005 at 7:00 p.m. Towson Center, Towson University." AHHHH. THAT IS CRRRAAAAZZZZY. Scary..crazy..yet amazing! Talk about bitter sweet.
Dude, it's crazy the way he makes me feel <33333
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| "so tell me how old do you have to be until your love's real?"~One Tree Hill |
[09 Jan 2005|12:50am] |
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Love is so very special
Yet can make you feel so lost
It can arrive just like the springtime
And melt away like morning frost
You must find ways to nurture
Always grow your love with care
Never ever take for granted
The love that you both share
Mistakes are bound to happen
You may hurt each other's heart
Yet don't give up to easily
It will tear your love apart
Love resembles a bright flame
That lights a dark starry night
Never ever let this flame burn down
Rekindle with all your might
Take a moment every day
Look deep into each other's eyes
Never hesitate to show affection
Small gestures will keep a love alive
Talk openly about your feelings
Take time to show that you care
Treasure each and every moment
Because to find true love is rare
<3333333
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| This may never start, we could fall apart.... |
[05 Jan 2005|11:44pm] |
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Hey everyone. How are you all doing!? I am just great. I just took like a, 2 hour nap and now I am not tired at all. smart, huh!? So my day was just grand. Today, while I was walking to Trig, I was like hiding behind Katie and Sarah because I didnt want BerkerBitch to say anything to me because he is so like that and I knew he would. So we are walking in the class, and he was like "Colleeeen, can I see you when I get a chance?" and I was like "um..yea" and I just walk in the class and sit down and whatever. Then the bell rings and he comes in and he was like "Colleen..I said can I see you!?" and I was like "ohh..well you said when I got a chance and the chance hasnt came yet...." So I go out in the hall and he was like "so I got a note in my mailbox about calling ur mom regards to you getting out of this class..and I was like yea, and he asked me why. And I said because I'm getting a bad grade and I cant afford to have my GPA go down..and he was like "well thats not really an excuse.." and I said "its not..its a reason..and I get fail a class for my internship, AND I dont even need this class, I have all of my math credits" and then he was like asking what I wanted to be when I got older and I was like "um this has nothing to do with me getting out of the class.." and I walked back in class. like wtf. he is so damn stupid. and fat. and ugly. he attacks kids for their lunches. hes sooo weird. But yeah. Then 3rd period...sat in the S.S office with Foster like I do every other day. Sitting there..doing nothing. lol. OMG. OK. GET THIS. So...all of my cookie monster shit is going to be worth money some day. because they are now going to start making cookie monster eat FRUIT because its showing kids that its ok to eat just cookies. OK WTF. R THEY GONNA CALL HIM...FRUUUUIT MONSTER!? honestly. so stupud. So they said if you have anything with Cookie Monster and Cookies on it, then save it. I have like 2597683976 things with cookie cookie monster shit. I shall be rich. But that shit pisses me off. So stupid. Then after school, I went to the Rec Room to get our tickets to see the Starting Line..yaaaay!! ANNND. New Found Glory is coming in March for a special show!!! yaaaaaay! I <3 them. AAAAND. Sugarcult, the early november, and Hawthrone Heights are coming in the beginning of Feb to the 930 club! ahhhh!!! <3333 sooo excited!!!
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[03 Jan 2005|11:42pm] |
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Soooo...
...5 months from today...exactly...
...I shall officially be a Perry Hall High Alumni..
....yup, graduation day it is!...
...June 3rd, baby!...it could NOT come soon enough but at the same time, I wanna stay in high school forever...ohhh boy...
....Then..5 months from tomorrow...we will be on our way to the beach for...SENIOR WEEK! yaaaaay!! Now that..I can NOT wait for.
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